SHE.HER.

Once there is this couple, they tried many years for a baby..But to their disappointment, nothing happens..
But they didn't give up, and with God blessing and God answering to their prayers, they finally have a baby Boy.. They were excited, exhilarated indeed..

One day wife was sick, husband took great care of her and help her prepared breakfast before he heads to work.. After breakfast husband reminded wife to keep away the bottle of cough syrup she left on the table.. Wife said ok and husband left for work..

As wife was sick she went into her bedroom to take a nap and left baby boy outside in the living room.. When wife woke up she went to check on baby boy..She found him unconsious and half a bottle of cough syrup next to him..Immediately she called up husband and send baby boy to hospital for treatment..

When husband reached hospital, wife was all quiet..Husband hugged her tightly..Doctor came out and announced baby boy death due to over dosages of cough syrup..Wife couldn't control her tears anymore and broke down.. In that 10mins of silence, husband said nothing at all, all he did was hugged wife tightly and told her it's ok it's alright and he said "I LOVE YOU I FORGIVE YOU.." Husband wasn't angry because he love his wife as much as he loves their son..

Sometimes not everything could solve by saying sorry, sometimes de magic word "I LOVE YOU" could be de word everyone's waiting for..

This morning woke up at 7.00am.. gif darlin de alarm clock wake up de..sianz.. yesterday nitez bb Belle slept wif us on our bed.. de whole bed like gif her occupy le lor.. we juz take a veri small space onli.. hahaz but i feel so blissed and happy for my girl.. LOVE HER TO DE MAX!!!!

She from yesterday nitez 9pm drink her milk milk and last her throughout de nitez.. when i feed her this morning she was crying like mad.. i don noe why she has been like tat leh..keep crying when its milk time..she still prefers her water den her milk leh..hahaz..so i decide to mix glucouse into her plain water, so at least she will feel full after drinkin tat.. she keeps drinkin like nobody business like tat..hahaz and her pampers so heavy..got to change every 4-5 hrs..hahaz..

Although she always cry during her milk time, i don always feel frustrated leh.. it's onli when my hubby tries to tell me to do this, do tat to her den i feel angry leh.. it's like,"wa lao, u so clever u do la..don even see u try lor..always i do nia.." hahaz.. but normally if i am alone wif her i onli find her crying face veri funny..like as if she is complaining abt something..but we juz don noe wat she is tryin to say..last few nitez when my hubby return home after work, he carrys bb Belle and she was like sob sob complaining to her daddy tat during de day mummy bullied her like tat..hahaz..see her pouting mouth so funny lor..hahaz..

Now is 8pm le..juz coax bb Belle to bed..later 10pm plus got to wake her up for her milk milk..heez..tomolo meetin Teresa and her bb and a few young mummies..heez..

Today bb Belle slept de whole afternoon and i also fell asleep also..hahaz..sleep until bao bao..hahaz.. nth really much happen today cos was like sleepin de whole day lor..hahaz..